THE CUBE PUTS ME ON EDGE
i woke up feeling like i’ve slept forever and then i realised it’s only 10 :))))))
The majority of my Christmas presents will and usually do consist of notebooks and journals and I love them but I feel awful if I don’t fill up a book completely, and then I want to make the things I write to be interesting or a somewhat masterpiece. Of course, that never never happens and I manage to fill them all with complaints about life in general with the occasional line from a song.
I have to get up at 9:30 tomorrow seeing as Amber has to come over SUPER early (11)
it’s highly likely I’ll be led there dead until 10:50 though
I find it difficult calling boys anything other than “cute” and that isn’t acceptable because apparently it’s “patronising” so they will NEVER KNOW of my appreciation for their looks hmph
my tooth hurts so much I want to cry and I can’t drink anything because it’s so painful
my mouth is STILL numb
what is the point in living!!!!!!!!
my dad is back to seeing his ex-girlfriend and she’s coming round to visit tonight so I keep making comments such as “why can’t she just say hello and LEAVE” and “why don’t we go out and lock the door instead”